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2/5/11 02:59 am

my cousins are all so pretty and handsome. 

2/5/11 02:29 am

 i feel exhausted. 
i feel like leaving.
it's like sometimes i go somewhere, i just wanna go home. 
feel so uncomfortable.
feel so weird around people.
also, i'll think of how i'm gonna live in future. 
like when i get  older, i'll still go to those places.
feel so..... weird.
why am i even here?

people keep asking me about which course i wanna go and what i wanna do.
What i wanna do is not in a course. which is modelling.
besides that, i really have no idea what are my interests.
i wanna be like Daul Kim.
i have no talent, nothing.
sg is not a place to start a modelling career.
besides, what makes me think that i'll be a successful model?
i probably dont have the looks to a be model, fashion sense. crap.
detesting school. so many characters. so tiring.
:'(
 

8/22/10 12:46 am

I'm going to start ranting about my family.

so i just had a family meeting on whether we should hire a maid. or rather, what should be done before the maid comes because my mum alr decided to hire the maid. i dont want to have a maid. because the maid will be sharing room with my sister and i. and you know my room is fucking small. it's kind of bad that i have to share it with my sis and now you want to add another person? plus we both are girls, girls keep lotsa stuff. and my sis especially HAS ALOT OF STUFF. so now you want the maid to share room with us? seriously? i mean like obviously the rest will agree to have the maid BECAUSE IT DOES NOT FUCKING AFFECT THEM.

so my mum complains that nobody does the housework, wash the clothes, yada yada. COME ON, I HAVE BEEN WASHING THE CLOTHES AND HANGING THEM, wash the fucking dishes. the rest? they hardly do anything. so i spoke out that i dont want to have a maid. then my dad said " then you wash my clothes for me and iron them too" then i was like why you cannot ownself wash and ownself iron. he replied he has no time. SERIOUSLY? okay then i said everybody can take turns or something what. then he said, "hiring a maid should not be because of individual gains" or something. okay so everyone lives in this house, so it's everyone's responsibility to keep it clean and shit, so like why can't we all just like have duty roster or something? urgh.

the meeting was useless. my mum was being irritating by confirming to get a maid when the decision is alr set and i dont even get a say. and when my sis said that we have no space to put our stuff, my dad just said to throw them away. he really does not understand us seriously. and during the whole meeting his eyes were locked on his laptop. and the toilet is always so fucking smelly is because when my bro or my dad pees, they somehow cannot aim propely and pees on the sit or on the floor. and the best thing is that THEY JUST LEAVE IT THERE. and it becomes really fucking smelly and it fucking disgusting to the max.
seriously.

why can't we just wash our own clothes, wash our own dishes, and just take turns to clean the house or something? i dont want to have a maid. there will be no privacy left if we hire a maid. i cant do the usual things i do before i go to school if i have a maid around. this is really annoying.

6/25/10 11:49 pm - Some lovely advice

(taken from tumblr)
 
 

Health:

1. Drink plenty of water.

2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.

3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.

4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy

5. Play more games.

6. Read more books than you did in 2009.

7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.

8. Sleep for 7 hours.

9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

10. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

11. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

12. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.

13. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

14. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.

15. Dream more while you are awake.

16. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

17. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

18. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.

19. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.

20. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

21. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

22. Smile and laugh more.

23. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

24. Call your family often.

25. Each day give something good to others.

26. Forgive everyone for everything.

27. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.

28. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

31. Do the right thing!

32. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

33. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

35. The best is yet to come.

36. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.


5/31/10 02:58 pm

i feel so .............. today.
i feel bad about myself.
i can't stand it.
my eye kept twitching.
fucker tan wye syn was so noisy in the bus.
her actions were so..... irritating.
she dont even act like a lady, or a man.
what's my talent?
URGHHH

5/28/10 10:53 pm

3rd day of flu.
not feeling any better.
going to sleep now.
and the weather is being a bitch. SERIOUSLY.
it's like so warm but if i switch on the fan it will only make my flu worst.
kill me nao.

5/25/10 10:05 pm - WTFFFFFF




lj does not want me to upload the justin 'beaver' picture :(

5/16/10 03:39 pm - i want to be a billionaire so freaking bad


If you really want something, you somehow have to start somewhere
but now i feel like i dont even have the chance. i feel my parents are like too.....
plus sg is so not a good place to start something.
stupid studies.
my mother always say must study first then go do whatever i want.
by the time i finish education i'll be an old woman.
then there goes the chance in doing what i want.
but funny thing is i dont even know what i want to do.
and now everyone is being so annoying.
they keep pushing all the things to me when i did not even use them.

5/10/10 10:07 pm

jajajaja
tmr is the last paper.
which is listening compre.
i'm so going to die when the results are out....

4/25/10 10:30 pm

okay i seriously don't get what's so nice about soccer.
it's just like seeing some stupid men chasing after 1 ball.
really. and because of soccer, i think it's the cause of my parent's fight.
my father don't know what he doing also. i think he's betting?
and my mother is not happy about it.
always tell him and warn him.
and my father just screamed at my mum and she screamed back.
hmm....

and seriously, stupid cigarettes.
i really can't stand my father smoking.
i really can't imagine one day he just leaves okay.
i mean like smoking is so harmful to the body.
and he smokes like i think 1 box per day?
i rather he give me the money than he spend it to buy those stupid sticks.
and everytime he smokes, my mum just sits near him and continue watching tv.
seriously, how does she stand the smoke.
plus it's like really way worse for her body too.
i really cannot imagine one day what if the both of them leave me.
everytime he smokes, the stupid smoke makes my hair smelly.
and then my clothes will have the stupid smell too.
urgh..
okay i don't care if my hair smells or what but i'm more worried of their health.
and my family.
tsk.
WHO IS THAT DAMN ASSHOLE WHO MADE CIGARETTES?

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okay so my mum just came in my room and said she's gonna sleep on my sister's bed tonight.
she's crying. i mean sobbing.
i dont know what to do. :/
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